top 5 for the 31st May

1. Lana Del Rey - Blue Velvet
2. Bob Sinclar - Rock this Party
3. Bon Jovi - Its my life
4. Bon Jovi - Livin on a prayer
5. The Parlotones - Colourful

Diary entry 16:::

Diary entry 16:

Well today my Dad attempted another heart to heart conversation. Love it when he does because it shows that he cares. It’s just a pity I can’t go with him to PE this June holidays. Finances won’t allow it but my turn is coming so my sweetheart will just have to be patient wont he.

Sometimes I can’t stop thinking about him even when I’m typing under a time constraint. He must know that I care and that’s all.

Have a great weekend and peace out

top 5 for the 29th May 2013

1. Heroes – David Bowie

2. You are my inspiration – Chicago

3. We are Young – FUN.

4. Welcome to the black parade – my Chemical Romance

5. Imagine dragons – Radioactive

Have not been blogging lately... been studying. Its exam times ladies and gents... love you all and peace out till tomorrow...

Top 5 for the 22nd May

1.       Scott Thomas feat. Jonathan Clay – Heart on Fire

2.       The Rolling Stones – You can’t always get what you want

3.       Journey - Any Way You Want It

4.       REO Speedwagon –  Can't Fight This Feeling

5.       Poison – Every Rose Has Its Thorn

IMPORTANT NOTICE

Diary of a Wall Flower concludes its final entry on its 20th Entry.
Brand new stuff will be posted this time:
1. Poems and mixed lyrics I have written
2. Top 8 of the day
3. Top 50 of the month

Diary entry 15!!! 5 left

Diary Entry 15:

Not feeling well today. I think all this stress is making me sick. I cannot wait for Friday because I will finally be on study leave then. I am trying to find inspiration for my practical due on Friday. Today is my Grandads years mind. Rest in Peace Grandad. This journey has been a beautiful journey. The diary of a wall flower has been the most fun and awesome experience ever.  I have met my perfect sweetheart and my dreams which are unfolding slowly.

I wish to relocate to the Eastern Cape soon after my studies. At the moment UJ is going through more graduations and every day I wish that was me. I can officially declare myself as feeling nauseous and should go home but I cannot as I need to attend this class.

I have these visions and so does he… beach visions. Being together right now is all that I want and time can fly until the 15^th June so I can have a proper holiday, were I can sleep and talk to my sweetheart. Then time can fly again from the 14^th of July hahaha. I’m demanding right?  But I just want December 2013 to come already.

Intense I know

An intense Diary entry I know, but there is a happy ending, there just always is !!!
I hope he knows just how much I care and he never has to worry...

Mumford and Sons - I will wait

And I came home
Like a stone
And I fell heavy into your arms
These days of darkness
Which we've known
Will blow away with this new sun

And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground

And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you

So break my step
And relent
You forgave and I won't forget
Know what we've seen
And him with less
Now in some way
Shake the excess

But I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you

So I'll be bold
As well as strong
And use my head alongside my heart
So tame my flesh
And fix my eyes
That tethered mind free from the lies

But I'll kneel down
Wait for now
I'll kneel down
Know my ground

Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
And bow my head
Keep my heart slow

Cause I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you

Top 5 for the 20th May!!

1.       Styx – Lady

2.       Def Leppard – Pour Some Sugar on me

3.       The Parlotones – Pretend

4.       Jason Mraz – I won’t give up

5.       Mumford and the Sons – I will wait

Diary Entry 14: COmINg to an end soon :(

Diary entry 14:

Well well we are on entry 14. Soo exciting. I have something on my heart though and I don’t know how to express it. I try my best to make the effort but it never works… so here it goes. Now you know I have my very own sweet heart 1000kms away from me. I have strong feelings for him and I wish for nothing but the best and hope for something really long term.

When I was in high school I was the invisible one. I got to university and things changed. I have never dated in my entire life so this is all very new to me. Every time I have ever fallen for a guy, things are too good to be true and I land up being hurt. I know he won’t hurt me … but you all understand were I’m coming from.

On a lighter note… I’ve fallen for him 100% and completely and December will be awesome!!!

You all have a good day J xxx

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PARLOTONES COLOURFUL: LYRICS

Honey you’re my favourite
I wonder do you feel the same
honey you’re delicious
I wonder so I taste the same

well I’m an old romantic
sitting here clutching my bleeding heart
if I’m not good enough
then I’ve had enough let’s make this fast
who cares I’ll find my fish I’m colourful

I get so nervous I stutter stutter
I am so clumsy I fumble stumble
I’m not some handsome knight in shining armour
I’m colourful, I’m colourful

well honey you’re the reason
for this poet-inspired love affair
honey this is treason the king is gone Rapunzel let down your hair


well I’m an old romantic
sitting here clutching my bleeding heart
if I’m not good enough
then I’ve had enough let’s make this fast
who cares I’ll find my fish I’m colourful

I get so nervous I stutter stutter
I am so clumsy I fumble stumble
I’m not some handsome knight in shining armour
I’m colourful, I’m colourful


You lift me up take me higher higher
You fill me up with desire. (x 2)

I get so nervous I stutter stutter
I am so clumsy I fumble stumble
I’m not some romance guy, but does that matter
I’m colourful, I’m colourful

Top 5 for the 17th May 2013

       1.       The Parlotones – Giant Mistake

       2.       The Parlotones – Heart Shaped Year

       3.       Chicago – Hard to say I’m Sorry

       4.       Bon Jovi – It’s my life

       5.       Bon Jovi – Livin on a Prayer

Mad RusH of a FriDaY morNinG

Diary Entry 13:

The computer labs at UJ Bunting road campus has finally been updated and finally able to use Word here. The Art faculty have their own computers that never had Microsoft word so it was difficult for one to type their daily diary entries here.

The power went out on Tuesday night... ruined my cooking plans but its fine... there are many more Tuesdays this year. I hope my phone charges up before class... I despise BlackBerry’s because they have always given me issues. But I hope to upgrade soon so I know what I’m getting. Not an I-Phone... you got to guess again!!! Lol

Anyhow still missing my sweetheart it is plus minus 200 days: D and exams are around the corner... so nervous. After exams it is success dance time where I can breathe and live normally for 4 weeks. I cannot wait for the well deserved break. A bonus is the fact that I get to talk to my lovie more often now because the exams will be something of the past.

The song I’m listening to is causing me to type really quickly and the fact that time is not on my side today ...

I had an interesting bus ride this morning... Thanks to bash bash crash into trees, going through red robots, driving  like someone needs to give birth there and then... but its fine today will be a chilled day I can feel it. I love Art at the moment.

Top 50 16th May - 26th May 2013

1.       Adele – Set Fire to the Rain

2.       Mumford and Sons – The Cave

3.       Mumford and Sons – Awake my Soul

4.       Queen – A Kind of Magic

5.       Savage Garden – Affirmation

6.       Kid Rock – All Summer Long

7.       Creedence Clearwater Revival – Bad Moon Rising

8.       Angus and Julia Stone – Big Jet Plane

9.       Queen – Bohemian Rhapsody

10.   Bon Jovi – Living On A Prayer

11.   Carly Rae Jepsen – Call Me Maybe

12.   Phil Collins – Can’t stop loving you

13.   Queen – Crazy Little thing Called Love

14.   Cyndi Lauper – She Bop

15.   Fleetwood Mac – Don’t Stop

16.   Train – Drops of Jupiter

17.   Arno Carstens – Emergency

18.    Roxette – Fading Like a Flower

19.   One Republic – Feel Again

20.   PSY – Gangnam Style

21.   The Beach Boys – Fun Fun Fun

22.   Shania Twain – From this moment on

23.   The Parlotones – Ghosts

24.   One Republic – Good Life

25.   The beach Boys – Good Vibrations

26.   Phil Collins – Great Spirits ( Brother bear)

27.   David Bowie – heroes

28.   James Blunt – High

29.   Roxette – How do you Do

30.   The Used – I caught Fire

31.   KISS – I was Made for Lovin’ you

32.   Mumford and Sons – I will wait

33.   Rodriguez – I Wonder

34.   Snow Patrol – Just Say Yes

35.   The Parlotones – Lisa se Klavier

36.   Prime Circle – Live this Life

37.   Mark Haze – Wake up dreaming of you

38.   Bruno Mars – Marry you

39.   Otto Knows – Million Voices

40.   Mumford and Sons – Little Lion Man

41.   Steve Perry – oh Sherrie

42.   Roxette – One wish

43.   The Rolling Stones – Paint it Black

44.   The Parlotones – Fly to the Moon

45.   Phil Collins – No way out (brother bear)

46.   Natasha Bedingfield – Pocketful of Sunshine

47.   Prince – Purple Rain

48.   P!nk – Raise your Glass

49.   Roxette – Reveal

50.   The Parlotones – Save your best bits

Top 5 for the 15th May

       1.       Uriah Heep – Sunrise

       2.       Colbie Caillat – Here comes the sun

       3.       Parlotones – Heart shaped time

       4.       Chicago – Hard to say I am Sorry

       5.       The Used – I caught Fire

Diary enTrY 12 woohoo

Diary Entry 12:

I’m already typing the 12^th Diary entry? (My goodness). So I’ve updated my Curriculum Vitae and it is looking professional. I do feel good about that. I have class in an hour and not feeling 100% inspired so I’m hoping my sweetheart inspires me. At least my CV is done so when I complete my degree I will have some form of a CV which is good as a starting point.

My Sweetheart has inspired me to listen to certain songs over and over. I was told to make a CD for my Gran today. My Aunty Diane is amusing. She tells me I need something to keep me awake while making the CD so I told her its fine I have Bio-plus (extra plus). Finally transferred some money into my account like I do monthly so may the PE saving begin! One month with my Gran and Sweetheart. Makes my heart jump up and down!

I got my first commission for an artwork to be done. I know what my job is for the weekend J luckily it’s only A4.

hmmm... beep beep.... hurry up.. zoooooooooom...

Diary Entry 11:

This is my eleventh diary entry on my blog. This weekend was a study weekend and I almost died trying to study. I missed him soooo much like you have no idea. My sweetheart got his letter thou… so I’m happy. My heart seems so be racing in nervousness because of this test… so this is me …. Blogging at the speed of light!! Have a great Monday!!

Top 5 for the 10th May

1. Living on A Prayer - Bon Jovi
2. Carry On - FUN.
3. Colourful - The Parlotones
4. Dance with Me tonight - Olly Murs
5. Crazy Love - Denim
*** Additional Song of the day: Chicago - You Are my Inspiration ***

Diary entry 10!! for the 10th M@y!!

Diary entry 10:                                                                                                                     10th May 2013
Sitting in the computer labs in the Art Faculty searching for inspiration to come. It has not been successful because I'm rebooting my phone so I can listen to some awesome music. My phone is like the slowest device alive at this point of time. Then it hit me, the song of the day: Beneath your beautiful. Why did it not click earlier. As a sit here and type my one hand starts to shake in utter nervousness. I'm a nervous person and I try my best to stop it. I've been assured that I have no reason to be nervous or shy. Everything will be alright he said.
It is only May, and the other day it was March... Where did April go?? When I get to the Art Campus on a Friday, David Bowie - Heroes is my theme song. if you had to read the lyrics you would understand. I have been granted that extra over and above motivation for the day listening to the song. Today is my 200th Post since Ive started blogging.
My Sweetheart has been under the radar again as usual. I hope he gets my letter soon. I posted it like a week ago, so it has been a killer if you know what I mean. So I will see today. I get one of my major assignments back today, nervous as anything. We understand each other, in terms of musical tastes. He doesn't like what I do not like and we love the same stuff, except for the Parlotones, but we will pass that bridge.
I passed out on him last night. Was the first time in a very long time if I might add. Been having late nights because of the subject/module we all have sticky fingers about: " Sociology". So Bon Jovi will be in Johannesburg tomorrow!! Pity I won't see them :( but there is always a next time :) anyway I'm off to a hectic weekend!! Love you all my dedicated readers!!

top 5 for the 9Th May 2013

1.       Colbie Caillat – Here comes the Sun

2.       The Parlotones – here comes a Man

3.       David Bowie – Heroes

4.       Phil Collins – You’ll be in my heart

5.       Chicago – You are my Inspiration

Personal diary EntrY X-RateDDD!!

Diary Entry 9:

Random voice notes of different songs… it never gets old. The songs will always have meaning every time I hear them. I’m blogging really late you might ask but I’ve been studying for this stupid semester test and I don’t want to die because of the fact that I’ve been lacking in my studies. He is very understanding when it comes to my studies if I might add. I feel like I’m on cloud nine every time.

The songs, the lyrics, the phone calls, the fact that we have a lot in common… and always find something to talk about… am I or am I just the luckiest girl around.  And tonight is dinner date number two. We are having a yummy chicken dish tonight. It’s like a weekly thing if I might add. This just makes me soo much more excited for December 2013. It seems soo far away. I hope for time to fly nice and quickly. June exams around the corner... cannot wait for the winter vacation.