A flock of seagulls :wishing (I had a photograph of you)

It's not the way you look
It's not the way that you smile
Although there's something to them
It's not the way you have your hair

It's not that certain smile
It could be that with you

If I had a photograph of you
It's something to remind me
I wouldn't spend my life just wishing
It's not the make up and it's not the way that you dance

It's not the evening sky
It's more the way your eyes are laughing as they glance
Across the great divide

If I had a photograph of you
It's something to remind me

I wouldn't spend my life just wishing
It's not the things you say
it's not the things you do

It must be something more
And if I feel this way for so long

Tell me
Is it all for nothing
just don't walk out the door
If I had a photograph of you
It's something to remind me

I wouldn't spend my life just wishing

Something different

A reflection of the last week.  I have been in a bad place.  I wish life was full of answers and simple ones. I wish that life would be nice and good to me for once like everyone else seems like to have in place.
I was always under the impression that life could be better,  if I worried less.
I wish I could accept my body for the way it is as I am told that's the beginning stages of accepting who you are.
I long for approval which is something I should never do.  I want to make a difference in other people's lives more thany own.  But I should start with me.  I was reading something. It made so much sense.  What I think about,  I actually start believing.  Listening to songs,  watching particular movies show me that I can have that better life.

The question is how? How badly do I want it?

time for a zumba playlist

Time for a zumba playlist:
1. Awilo Longomba - Bundelele
2. Icona Pop - Clap Snap
3. Christian Marchi Feat. Luciana - Keep calm and twerk on
4. Dirty Dancing - Be my baby
5. Mohombi feat. Akon - Dirty Situation
6. Machel Montano - Energy High
7. Michael Buble - Save your last dance for me
8. Sexy (Merengue - Zin 62)

List for today

Jimmy Eat World - Hear you me
Johnny Clegg - Woza Friday
Mafikizolo - Ndihamba nawe
Yazoo - Nobody's diary
Passenger - Patient love
The Beatles - She loves you
sipho hotstix Mabuse - burn out
The Script - No good in goodbye

I got you babe UB40 feat. Chrissie hynde

"I Got You Babe"
(feat. Chrissie Hynde)

They say we're young and we don't know
Won't find out untill we grow
Well I don't know babe if that's true
Cause you got me and baby I got you

Babe, I got you babe, I got you, Babe.

They say our love won't pay the rent
Before it's earn'd our money's always spent
I guess that's so, we don't have a lot
But at least I'm sure of all the things we got

Babe, I got you babe, I got you, Babe.

I got flowers in the spring
I got you, to wear my ring
And when I'm sad, you're a clown
And when I get scared you're always around so let them say your hair's too long
But I don't care, with you I can't go wrong
Then put your little hand in mine
There ain't no hill or mountain we can't climb

Babe, I got you babe, I got you, Babe.

I got you to hold my hand
I got you to understand
I got you to walk with me
I got you to talk with me
I got you to kiss goodnight
I got you to hold me tight
I got you and I won't let go
I got you who loves me so
I got you, babe